Don't Lose Your Balance

I can't help but wonder why men have to be so difficult sometimes. Women are difficult by nature, so men have grown to expect this much. But when a man becomes too difficult in a relationship, it can get a little mind boggling for women. We expect men to be simple beings with very minimal needs, until of course we stumble across that one that changes our approach. Unfortunately, my relationship as of recently has been heading in an awkward direction. I feel that things were so simple from the beginning that we are finding it difficult to understand each other in more complicated times. *Sigh* I really don't know if relationships are going to be my strong point. And the sad part is that I hate being alone. Mentally, being myself never bothers me. But physically, I can't stand it. All I can do is hope that we can get back on track because I don't want to lose him when we can both stand to learn a thing or two about each other. Especially considering that we both have realized that we are a little more complicated than the other expected...